Just forget it...

Baby jus forget it..
I dont enjoy being hurt..
I can see the way u want me..
U dnt need to say a word..
I dont belive in ur stories..
Fine as u are..
Not to stick around as ill say goodbye...
If I had a man..
Id have to.. worry bout the time, getting back to u...
Where u've been,what yo're up to..
Im the kinda woman knows whats a lie..
Once when I got it..
I hold it tight..
Im happy as I am...
I dont need a man now..
Maybe I could let you love me..
Maybe we'd be happy in future..
But I know I get what I want from me..
I dont believe Im a possession...
Loves out of the question..
Coz I know u'll get no love from me..
Baby Should I explain my position?
The world could hardly hide the worse..
The first time I went out of my mind..
Its a shame..
I dont believe in the stories coz of all the tears ive cried..
I wont let me go
Out of control..
Your exactly what I want..
But im happy and free now...

Maybe.. In the near Future.. Just Maybe...

Different side of.. Me...

The real me?

A lil about me..

I don't care if you like me or not,because its better to be hated for who you are then loved for who you're not. What can i say? Im just different.. Unless you've lived my life,don't judge me because you don't me,never have and never will known every lil thing and detail about me.. I may seem stuck up at first cuz i tend to get a lil quiet when we just met.. But.. Judge me.. N.. I'll prove you wrong.. Im crazy,outgoing to people whom ive already known.. N.. freakin amazin(i hope) (=

I'm not a perfect girl.. Sometimes id be the clown who makes the people around me smile.. Other times,id be all glammed up.. N the next could be all stressed up or sad.. Haha.. There are many2 different side of me.. My hair dosnt stay in place and im pretty clumsy... But oh well,life should be not all that puurfect right.. Wish u were me? I knew i have that effect on people.. But u noe what? My life is not all that nice as it seem.. But can we just say im contented with what i have? Yup.. Got to be thankful dearest.. Just got to..

I guess ive never really known u.. N.. I tot i did..

GREEN WAS OUR COLOUR!

Isnt it ironic that when uve been embracing ur single life without him,when u thought that ure this fabulous single girl,When you smile(or should i say smirk) and realise that he's just a complete scumbag n began wondering y u were him in the first place,he just comes back into your life again n then u actually almost(but dun worry-im not a fool anymore to be with him again) forgive him when he make it seem like its so wrong for me to be without him...

And to think that ure that stupid enough to wonder out loud that,'Hey,maybe he've really changed to be a better person'(although yeah ive certainly hope that he has for his own sake).

Eddie.. He used to be the sweetest guy i met in primary school.. Lost touch n met again last year(sounds so fairytale sak-hahaha) Deprived of proper guidance from parents n stuff.. I used to be his guidance in our daily walk of life n vise versa.. Someone he can lean on when he needs a shoulder..

Things change.. Its like DAMN.. He put so much importance on $money$.. Thats mainly how our relationship just deterioates(to put it simply-it reli is mostly financial disagreements).. Its reli sad lah to watch it that way intially.. Cuz we both tot that we will settle down n stuffs.. I mean like we both had been single for very2 long till we meet each other again.. It seems so fairytalish.. So much dreams... Haha...

Well Eddie,i just dun intend to be back with you... N i noe i never will wanna be with you again.. Though theres many nice memories,i guess ive never really known u well enough.. N i certainly duwana try anymore n be back to where we were during the trying times of our relationship(Its hurt the both of us enuf..) and.. isnt it funny how the people who said "i'll never hurt you" are the ones who hurts the most..

Plz.. Lets just both move on.. N i hope that ud be happy n learn to smile again..

Second chance... Or should i say third? They don't even matter.. Some people just dun deserve it...

F.i.N.a.L.L.Y!! Hello Y'all =)

Omg finally decided to start blogging..!!!

Haha..

Oh well duno whats gotten into me cuz ive always not been the type to go bloggin abt personal life n stuffs..

Maybe cuz ive been thru some complications lately that i just got to keep my mind of it n perhaps(just perhaps) blogging might help me in getting me to smile again n set things straight. Life has been realy really busy n stuffs.. *sigh*

They say music can alter moods and talk to you. Well its not really true lah... Oh well..

Perhaps blogging will help me out.. I guess i should just give it a try n i will...

For now i gtg.. Hear me out soon y'all..

*N... Oh!!! Again... I just cant believe that im finnaly bloggin!!*

Haha!!